we belong

In my darkest days
you breathe life into me
without you

forever

i would

be existing in a haze

      love and light

      music and song

      together

      we belong

my heart knows true love

you've given me the greatest gift

I'm here

forever

I will

be with you, hand in glove

     tears and sorrow

     know no wrong

     always

     we belong

the pledge

 to have
   and to hold
to keep
   my heart cold
to burn
   break the mould
to bleed
   i am sold
to tears
   love is bold
to lose
   and to fold

normal humans?

I've just been reading about what "normal humans want" because well, i honestly am back to feeling like i don't fit into this life 2012. and i have to stop myself from confusing needs with wants. needs are of course a certain amount of food and water per day and sadly, in this society, enough money to keep a roof over our heads (and those of our loved ones). who but Dr Freud could help me with this dilemma?

and this pretty much sums me up today:
Civilization and its Discontents.” On the one hand, we are animals seeking pleasure, motivated only by “the pleasure principle.” On the other hand, we need the order of civilization to save us from the pain of chaos. But the restrictions of civilization curtail our desires. So the very thing we invented as a means to our happiness becomes our obstacle.

that hits the nail on the head my friends. i want to run away from the world i am a part of. i want to live far away from the constraints of the "normal" people. i want to be on my own land where i can run around in my pyjamas all day if i so wish, running free with my animals and doing what we are meant to do. live off the land. this world of 9-5 mortgage slavery. it is so confusing and to me seems everything far from a "normal" state.

self portrait

Daily reflections

My 6 year old nephew has been advised to try and bring up these topics at the dinner table each night:

*what was the highlight of today?
*what was the lowlight?
*what have a i learned today?
*what am i grateful for?
*what am i good at (that i have done today)?
I think we should all try and do this!

bitch

Blonde Hair
Blue Eyes
Tits Out
Fake Smiles

Why do you play a stupid game?
Why do you think you're better?
How do you feel now?
With your 15 minutes of shame

Fabricated
Manipulated
Validated
Mass debated

You are cheap, cheap, cheap
And every bit as nasty
Every boy wants a go
You and your $2 peep show.