Wednesday 12 June 2013

a cwtch for my rhosyn




My beloved beautiful Rhosyn

Sending cwtchs your way
Now embrace a time for blodeuyn


Do not focus on the hanes
Today is a dechrau newydd
Take the knowledge from you poen

I do love you sweet ffrind
Please be byw ac iach
A life to not rescind







Thursday 6 June 2013



a daydream
of nights with you
holding my hand
binding my heart

it's dangerous
the games we play
the lure of lust
i like it that way

but it's with you
i am safe
and it's with you
my saving grace

mesmerised
homogenised
realised 
modernised
hypnotised
crystallised

a ruby red desire
to stroke your hair
to kiss your lips
just once more

it's distracting
locked in your gaze
i can feel you
from the grave

but it's with you
i am safe
and it's with you
my saving grace






Wednesday 5 June 2013

changes

violently me
scars of angst
violently you
scars of thanks

pack my bags
i'm leaving today
fucking out of here
no care what you say

everyone's out
everyone's gone
a new beginning
yellow horizons upon



Tuesday 4 June 2013

the girl next door...

What to do when you feel you have nothing left?
What to do when you cannot go on?
What to do when the drug doesn't work?
What to do when you cannot hold on?

In time there are no answers
In time there are no endings
In love there are no answers
In time there are no endings

What to do when nothing matters? Or it seems that way?
What to do when you cannot remember the last time you felt true love?
What to do when you have no energy or zest for play?
What to do when you scream but nobody listens?

In love there is no sound

In time there is no way around
In love there is a shoulder
In time we all just get older

What to do when you fail?

What to do when the tears don't stop?
What to do when there is no copper nail?
What to do when you don't believe?


In love there is no security
In love there is no serenity
In time there is no consistency
In time there is too much malignancy